One love is all she needs.. :(

Hold it.. No.. Breathe.. Deep breaths.. More deeper..

Her hands with overgrown full of dirt n filth nails.. With shiny metallic fingers..These hands into her womb.. Pulled that beautiful thing out..

In blood..she looked beautiful.. She kissed her..

Now a grown up girl..

Grown-up Girl?? Now how do u segregate a grown up from a kiddo girl??
Hmm.. Well when only some people try to touch..Then a kiddo..
When most of them want to fondle.. A Grown-Up..
pretty simple..Right!!

People said they haven't seen a girl like her..She was free flowing..She was spontaneous..She was LIFE..

After that day .. :( :( inferiority complex setting in..gripping her.. strangulating her.. killing her..

She wants to be loved.. To be felt..To be cared for..

But she knows.. Knows that she is just not destined to be loved..she is too bad to be loved..she just doesn't deserves to be loved..
Even if someone loves her..She knows eventually he WILL leave her..Alone..
The Verdict : She is not programmed to be loved..

She'll die.. a lonely death..

Her only wish is to prove herself wrong. She really really wish to be loved..
The Reason : That day!! Not obsessed with love..but That Day!!

And She Flew Away..

She tried to navigate a little. He completely overpowered her. She can feel his warm breath , he tried to fondle with her breasts. She wanted to kiss the world , he wanted to kiss everyone , everyone which may or may not include her..

Who was "she" , who was "he". She has no identity , maybe she is faceless , No maybe she just want to hide her face.. But why . He never does this..

So?? So what.. This is a male-centric world..You can not expect She to be up above "he" ..
Ah you said missionary position.. Nah.you better get your facts right.. Some "he-s" have problem in that as well..

Ok PEACE.. Tell me something..
Did she idealised anyone??

Ummm.. No.. Not exactly.. But yes.. "He always wanted her to epitomise Meera.. And she did try..
Tried for 6 years..
Tried for 6 long years..
Tried for 6 long imprisoned years..
Tried for 6 long imprisoned prtended-love years..

Meera.. woman who loved his man to the point of worshipping..Never expected anything in return.. Saint Meera..
Saint "She"

He loved Saint "She"
He wanted to be Krishna -the God..

He wants to hit She and then kiss her..
He likes to see She suffocating..
He likes to see She take control of TV Remote..Just TV remote..
TV Remote..
Coz she is fit for that only!!!!

But SHE just wants to break free.. Fly Away..
This time she flew away..

But I have heard they are conspiring.. conspiring to strangulate her..abuse her..

He once said while ziping up ... You are nothing but a piece of shit..
F*#k Off!!

This Time Its NUMERICALLY ;-)

So people I'm up again with a tag.. These tags help me know myself better..
Let me first start with updating you people.I was busy with my exams..Although thats a different issue how much time I actually spent on studying for the exams..As I firmly believe in burning the mid-night oil just the night before the exams..
Thanks Thanks.. I know you all are thinking..how much I think about the oil crisis my Earth-mates (is it a self-coined word ?!? ) are facing .. Lol

And now as the exams are over.. so I'm here again to put ur grey cells on some task of finding (if any) anything relevant in my blog.. :P

Now about the tag.. I was tagged by Rads a long time back.. So here are my replies..

Four places I have lived:
Only two.. :( And in Delhi also I'm living at the same place.. :(
I sincerely hope life takes me somewhere else.. :)

Four T.V shows that I love(d) to watch:
-Mitti ke Rang
-Star Best sellers
-Potli wala baba
-Byomkesh Bakshi

U guessed it right..I'm a diehard doordarshan fan..But mind u ..Old ones. :-)


Four places that I have been on vacation:
I have only been to my hometown on vacation.. :(

Four of my favorite food items:
As u all must have guessed by my last post that I relish every edible vegetarian item.. So I 'll take this opportunity to mention some items which I saw on someone's tag...
-Bhindi
-Chane ki daal
-Rasgulle (not rasgulla coz I want many of it.. ;-p )
-Paav Bhaji

Websites that I visit daily:
-Gmail
-Twitter
-Google home page

Four places I would rather be:
Cant really say..As u know by now..I havent been to much places...


Four things I hope to do before I die:
1. I'm sorry I cant mention that here..
2. Marry a sensible and eternally romantic person.. (which I seriously think I won't.. :( Kind of gut feeling..Nothing like i hate men!! :P )
3. Form a theatre company
4. Explore world theatre


Four novels I wish I was reading for the first time:
I didnt get the question.. I'm writting the novels which i really really like..
-God of small things
-The Fountainhead
-Atlas Shrugged
-Human Bondage

Four movies that I can watch over and over again:
There are so many.. Writting whichever comes to my mind 1st..
-Socha na tha
-Vijeta
-Pushpak
-Jab We Met

People I believe will respond to this tag:

-Adesh Sidhu
-Sumit

PG Unleashed Alphabetically ;)

Hey I'm Back.. :) Though exams still going on , but I was missing my blog and even after trying very hard I was unable to concentrate in books.
So I thought lemme scribble a little and then revert back to books..
Then it occurred to me that I have 2-3 tags pending which some of the beloved blogger friends tagged me with..

So, I was tagged by someone a few days back.. Its an alphabetical tag as in there are 26 questions in alphabetical order.

So here goes the rules.

1. Link the person who tagged you.
2. Post the rules on your blog.
3. Share the ABCs of you.
4. Tag 3 people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs.
5. Let the 3 tagged people know that they have been tagged by leaving a comment on
their website.
6. Do not tag the same person repeatedly but try to tag different people, so that there
is a big network of bloggers doing this tag.

Here's my life presented to u in an alaphabetical form!! :)

1. A – Available/Single?
Single!!
2. B – Best friend?
Umm.. best friend ..I have good friends but not best friends.. :(
But you know what , now I have one and that is Ashkd :)
3. C – Cake or Pie?
Oops!! I thought pie is a piece of cake!! Pardon my ignorance :P
4. D – Drink of choice?
Lemonade / nimbupani and lassi as well.
5. E – Essential item you use every day?
Tooth brush, clothes , soap , computer :P
6. F – Favorite color?
Blue
7. G – Gummy Bears Or Worms?
You mean that jelly like candy?? I dont like either of these , then :(
8. H – Hometown?
Siwan, Bihar
9. I – Indulgence?
Food. A big time foodie. :) :D
10. J – January or February?
January.. New year gives you opportunities to atleast think good ;)
11. K – Kids & their names?
Never thought of names :( Is it necessary.Do they throw out of the country for not
doing this ;)
12. L – Life is incomplete without?
PJs and Smiles :)
13. M – Marriage date?
Find me a guy first!! huh!
14. N – Number of siblings?
One :)
15. O – Oranges or Apples?
Oranges.. more so coz its peel when squeezed releases a juice and causes a lil
irritation in eyes.I love doing that to people :P ;)
16. P – Phobias/Fears?
I'm yet to experience any phobia.. Fear.. umm.. maybe I'm Godfearing..
17. Q – Quote for today?
Eat Drink and Be merry!! :D :D
18. R – Reason to smile?
I always smile.I dont need reason for that.How I wish I had the pictureperfect
smiling-face so that my facial muscles wont have worked so much.. Poor me!! :(
19. S – Season?
Rainy season!! :D :D Please God , if u r reading this, give me some
heavy downpour..please please!! :)
20. T – Tag 3 People?
Patience child! :)
21. U – Unknown fact about me?
I sing really well.. But no one acknowledges that :) :P
22. V – Vegetable you don't like?
Pumpkin (sorry kaddu! :P )
23. W – Worst habit?
I dont ask for explanantions in relations.Maybe I should discuss a little more.
Ah forget it!! I think I'm flawless :P
24. X – X-rays you've had?
Cervical spine (I mean the neck region)
25. Y – Your favorite food?
list is endless but still I'l try - Aaloo parwal, kathal/jack fruit (specially the seed
part), kadhi , Dosa ,uttapam , biryani , bharwa karele , curd , dam aaloo , kadhai
paneer.. oh !! I cant write more.. Literally drooling! :P
26. Z – Zodiac sign?
Saggitarius :)